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Monday, November 09, 2009
It's cool when people tell me that I'm very easy to understand.
Isn't it so much better that way.
I just finished New Moon. Ah okay so I've finally finished what I've been meaning to finish, at least before the movie is out. Shall catch it with the BFG people before Japan.
You know I can't believe I actually thought about it. Cynthia told me not to go to Japan so I can join them in YEP (like at least a handful of them from Bubble are going for it) then I considered for about one minute then I realised it was kinda impossible. I was surprised it took 1 minute.
Anyway I kinda spent the past few days feeling sad. Haha. Like no, there were fair shares of feeling happy and all but some things made me feel really bad.
Friday: Last day of school, was really fun but it wasn't an emo day. Maybe it'll be commencement. But its like we all were having fun in the class haha. Dinner with Lydia Kimberlyn Jade Jessica Wenzhong and Chang. HAHA LYDIA :x shh.
Saturday: Went to Sentosa to support Cynthia's BV match. Lunched at Vivo, then went to school for JNCO AOP. Played ball w seniors until the got dark. Was fun :D Then walked around Kovan to deliver something. Its been a while :)
Sunday: Met Glada at Paya Lebar to pick her framed specs. Then went to Vivocity, hopeful. I'm still a bit hopeful but yeah. It'll fade in a week. I actually cried cos I didn't like feeling this way. When she called, really felt down cos I was so sure of myself.
I don't think I'm gna say anything about it on my blog, lol.
I'm just looking forward to what's gna come. Tmr CT's gna start. I realised if there are any Hera people in NC, I'd have trained them for 2 years, and for the next two years that comes. I'm not gna feel tired along the way, I'm gna hope that everything turns out well. I'll have my co-mentors to support me along the way :) Thank you Lydia, Glada, Wenzhong and Hengguang.
I have Wednesday nicely planned out, and thursday I'll probably spend it clearing my room. About time I move this little table out back to the living room.
Then most of my holiday, I'll probably just read my days away. Other than my overseas trips, I realised I don't want anything to fill my time. I'd still go out when I want to. But I wna finish reading what's on my plate.
Ah I realised a compass scratched me earlier and there's this nasty cut on my knee. Yeah like it came alive and scratched me.
Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Have a little faith, Kissed by an Angel, Remember Me?, Digital Fortress, Angels and Demons. Along the way I might just skip some tho. But I realised that I might not be able to finish them in the end. But I feel like reading The Whale Rider and Flowers for Algernon soon. This time maybe the joy would come cos I'm not mandated to read. Yeah, I'll be attempting it for the first time.
I'm not changing. I realised that stupid people think a lot and I actually think a lot. Maybe its part of my whoever I am that makes me think a lot. Maybe I've just come to realise that some things matter more than others. That quiet people are usually smarter than noisier people.
That perhaps I lose things easily.
I'm still annoyingly noisy around my friends :D Intangibles.
But maybe its just these days, only when I'm alone, I tend to think a lot.. more.
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Friday, November 06, 2009
There are many things in life that I tell myself never to feel sad over.
And I never believe in regretting.
Like even if I'm slacking and not studying chinese now I know its cos I didn't want to and not cos of anything else. So even if I get a C or whatever it isn't up to me to waste time and regret. Like, too bad, move on.
But then when things aren't in your control in the first place sometimes you can't help but feel bad if (anything) is over. I don't know how to phrase this. Ah, since I don't know how to phrase this - I probably I won't.
Balloons!
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
I'm quite a happy girl today. School was okay, I guess haha. I think I was really very sleepy after chinese (I think I remember Mr Kiw looking at me while I was in my subconscious state, that only happens when I'm so sleepy that I cannot try to stop myself from sleeping)
Then it carried on to Math and I had a short power nap cos I know that I dreamt of something and after I woke up I actually felt very energised haha!
Ah after school had lunch. Cynthia Yuherng Lydia QQ Jiadong Zhikang Ximeng Ziruo at Macs cos of Cynti the craving girl. Yuherng and I have the same interests LOL :) I realised that everytime after some meal we'd like talk about stupid things. So today we kinda talked about Secret. Hahaha!
After that I went to PP, met Mae. Developed 42 pictures and walked around PP for an hour or so. Saw Carrie and Jaime cos they were working thr after school. Looks quite fun eh. Hehe, Carrie helped me buy a curry puff hahaha. And and. Its super important to find the perfect planner you know! Maybe I liked mine cos it was a gift. Its like super hard for me to use a planner if I don't like it. But if I like it I'll over-use it :D
Ah then anyway. At 535pm I collected my photos. Walked over to Marine Parade Library to read stuff about Hong Kong :D Wanted to look at Japan's stuff but something weird happened so I walked away lol. Okay it sounds scary but no it's not o:
Felt yay happy after spilling to Hgirlgirl. I kinda felt troubled over sth for like the whole week but okay! I have come to a conclusionnn :D
Ah then I left the library at like 630pm and I made a bet with myself :D I suddenly felt like walking the whole way back home from MP Library. Haha. And yeah I was betting with the alternative that I'd take the bus along the way.
But yeah I didn't so I think I walked a few km home. Reached home at like 810pm. So I walked for uh, 1hour 40mins. :D I walked the 31 route then cut into the 14 route and walked to TM MRT to top up my EZlink cardy.
Anw the bet with myself is a secretttt hahaha.
Okay I will sleep early today! I don't rly feel like doing anything at all.
I realised today that my life would be quite an adventurous one.